Sleepless in Minneapolis

It's the end of the world as we know it, it's the end of the world as we know it, it's the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fiiine....
Well, not really.
According to the Mayans it is, but obviously they are all dead so their calendar doesn't count.
I am planning on living to see tomorrow.
If I wasn't, I sure as hell wouldn't have gone to jazzercise tonight.
I would have boozed it up instead.
Well, no really.
I would have done some hard core snuggling with my niece.
Fo realz.

I am feeling about a zillion different emotions right now.
I am not feeling fiiine...
Not quite sure I can even put them into words.
I don't like this feeling, nor do I know how to shake it.

I'm just... here.

Tonight I will hopefully dream of how I want to go, how I think it will actually go, and how much I love this little girl.

Sleepless in Minneapolis,
Bamf