Confusion

I heard back from the individual in the last post- I finally mustered up an answer to her original message, and then I heard back.
I am not surprised by anything that she said. I truly appreciate her honesty, and I just said what I needed to say back to her.
In the past I would have been vicious, but life is too short to hold grudges and to not forgive. I can't forget, but I can forgive.

What I really want to know, is where to go from here. What are her intentions? Does she deep down want a friendship back, or was this just something that was eating away at her and she wanted to get it off her chest? The sad thing is that this wasn't just your normal falling out- it was so much more than that. It ended so abruptly that it was hard to try and salvage anything, and it was as if we fell off of each others earths. There one day, and gone the next. Didn't look in the rearview mirror, and just headed off into the sunset.

When I try and ask for advice, no one has any for me because it is such a unique situation.
I so badly want to ask what her intentions are with this whole situation, but there is no way to tiptoe around it.

If you could look inside my head right now it would just be full of question marks.

All of this is emotionally draining, and I need to try and sleep it off. But first I must wrangle cats. Damn cats....

Peace out.
Megan