Commitment

Today is last day off until next Thursday.
In the next 7 days I will work each day, tap dance twice, jazzercise once, attend a coworkers wedding, and try to survive being the boss for my department at work.
It's going to be a ridiculously busy week, so I am laying low today.
Most of my day has been spent on my Macbook, catching up on blogs, and discovering new ones.
I'm kind of a fan of these days.

Tonight I have tap-dance, and tonight begins my determination to attend each week.
The adult tap class is going to partake in the recital (scary), so I need to be there so I can actually learn the dance and not make a ridiculous fool out of myself.
I'll happen either way, but I'm going to practice as much as I can!
During the fall 'semester' of classes, I had a difficult time attending due to illness, injury, and going wedding dress shopping with my bff.
I had a difficult time committing, so I need to do this.

Jazzercise has been difficult to commit to because of illness in the past month, but I'll try my best to get there.
I rarely get sick this often in a short amount of time, so I'm not sure what is going on with that.
Either way I'm not a fan...

So yesterday I said that I wasn't going to make a resolution.
Well, I said I was going to resolve to live to see 2014, but that doesn't really count.
I spent my day thinking, and I have decided that I do want to make a resolution.
My New Years resolution is to commit through the year.
I want to commit to whatever may be thrown my way such as:
-Commit to my tap dance class
-Commit to jazzercising
-Commit to my budget so I can save up and move into my own place
-Commit to weightloss
-Commit to not hitting the snooze button for hours each morning
-Commit to living my life to the fullest and being grateful
-Commit to finding a job
-Commit to getting happy
-Commit to finding myself
-Commit to blogging and possibly promoting myself?

Me putting these on here won't help me commit, but it at least plants that little seed in my head.
I need to think long and hard about why I don't follow through, and why I make excuses.
I only get one life, and I need to make the best of it.
Maybe I need to go see a therapist to help, but I'll cross that road if I come to it.

If you have ideas, shoot them my way.
Until then, stay classy.

Your tap-dancing queen,
Bamf