Exhausted 4 life

These last 2 weeks have been ridiculously exhausting.
I feel like I'm constantly walking on eggshells, and I can't begin to fathom what will happen next.

I know very few things in life, but what I do know is the following:
-I need a vacation
-I need more money
-I have no idea when my boss will be back
-I probably shouldn't do anything until my insurance kicks in (I'm a walking disaster)
-My body is exhausted
-I really want to snuggle with a puppy or kitty

Clearly my life is a mess.

A family friend, whom my brothers have both worked for at some point, passed away last night after having pneumonia and then suffering from a stroke.
Sadly he is part of the bad trio.
Nothing else bad can happen, right?

Events like that make the fear, and realization, all too real.
We all know that my dad will succumb to another stroke someday, we're just not sure when.
I'm not ever going to be ready for that.
I just hope to god that he changes his ways soon.
I can't lose him yet.
I just can't.

I need to sleep.

-Bamf