Pending...

That friendship is still pending.
I have looked at it countless times.
I almost clicked on it to respond, but I just can't pull myself to do it.
I don't want to face the questions that this person may have.
If they even notice.
I don't know what I would say.
I would avoid it, and then probably unfriend them. Again.
The future of the friendship is just agonizing to think about.
I would much rather just not even deal with it.
That chapter of my life just needs to be done.
Now to find the strength to end it.
I have a feeling that that strength is pending as well..

Pendingly,
Bamf