I don't have a title...

Because nothing is going according to plan.
Well, other things are, but getting rid of the root cause of my frustrations in da boys category isn't.
So ya know that friendship that I determined as sunk?
Yeah, he came out of left field and requested my friendship/messaged me on Facebook.
Umm, what?
That is not supposed to have happened.
I can't handle this.
I'm trying to get a handle on my every day life, and try NOT to worry about that stressful friendships category.
Right now I need to worry about work, my BFFs wedding, my dance recital, my other activities, and running a 5k.
Another words, I need to, worry about me.
I cant afford to focus on things that will leave me broken hearted.. Again.
I said I wouldn't contact him if he contacted me, but I'm not the type of person that won't.
It's rude, and most of the time I don't like being rude.
Most of the time.
So now I'm stuck in the same fucking limbo that I was 5 months ago or so.
WTF.
It's isn't part of my plan.
Now I need to try and sleep tonight.
Yay me.
Not.
Hopefully I can think in a level headed manner tomorrow...
We'll see.

Confused,
Bamf