Not so much his fault, but mostly me being dramatic and protecting myself.
Looking out for myself if not bad, but I really do need to be an adult.
Maybe he's with someone now, who knows.
Then my problems would be solved.
Kind of.
Not really.
This is just my sad and pathetic attempt to try and justify anything.
...
I just don't know.
I need to decide by the end of the day, otherwise it will keep increasing my anxiety.
My anxiety is at an all-time high.
I don't work well when my anxiety is high.
I become a huge bitch when my anxiety is high.
It's the truth.
Today is my day off, so I will continue to look at Cake Wrecks, wander around blogs, and sit her in waiting.
Yeah, I lost a couple pounds this past week. Woot!
I also hit my 100th blog post yesterday- crazy!
Ok, I'm off to do my anti-snow dance.
They're predicting 5-8 inches.
It's just cruel.
I hope they're lying.
Stay Cool.
Waiting,
Bamf
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