Depressed.

I am convinced that I am now in a depressive state.
I would rather stay at home all the time, I want to cry ALL THE TIME, not very many things make me happy, I don't want to be social, I'm snapping at people, I don't think before speaking, and I am not happy with my life. At all. Except for my wonderful nephews and nieces, that's it.

I am so lost. I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm so alone.